Tuesday, January 1, 2008 6:19 AM♥
new year resolution
hmm... i shall not post the past happenings in 2007 of my life
cuz i seriously cannot rmb
haha the name blur sotong is not given w/o a reason! lol!
so let me just post on my new yr resolution!
hmm...
in the new year i hope and wish to :
- achieve my target GPA of 3.8!
- have more clothes, shoes, accessories (girls! LOL!)
- more time for myself n him (apparantly i dun hav much time 4 tis due to many commitments)
- more time for family too (dint get to c them for long =( )
- more months to come! (1st month is coming!)
- more time for studies (so s to achieve GPA of 3.8)
- be a better person
- not so blur
- more gatherings (esp my ex classmates)
- more achievments (CCAs, studies etc...)
- b more gentle, lady-like? lol haha
- nt get emo often like last yr
-not gt hurt like last yr
I wld like to thank:
- mummy for yr love n care. always do little things for me tt touched me alot...
- daddy. thou dint get to c u often... but thanks for the caring too... always ask me if i got enuff $$ haha..
- Friends for yr caring and listening ears... help me when needed.. care for me when im emo
- sisters for yr listening ears, the time we spent tgt... gatherings, working, CCA-ing
- OB fearodical family for everything u have done..
- him for spending great time tgt... making me happy n feel loved...
- tutors for supervising our work constantly... (onli some tutors haha LOL)
I wld like to apologise to:
- mummy and daddy for making u angry at times. for not spending enuff time wit u. for comng hm late at nite for many consecutive days.
- friends for showing attitude if there was any
- sisters for hurting u and being inconsiderate
- him for not spending enuff time wit u. get u pissed at times
- tutors for not doing tutorial work haha
last but not least...
hearts have 4 chambers
one is for my family
next is for fearodical family
another one is for him
last chamber is for my dear friends...
so ppl all of u r deep in my hearts... =)
juz hope a new bright year wil b full of surprises, full of ups and no downs if possible.. =)
ok end of post... xie xie da jia
5:09 AM♥
What's next camp!
What's next camp has ended...
well, thou many ppl said they were happy n things lidat in their blogs
I had a diff view...
Yes! i agreed wit them too
tt i had enjoyed myself alot in the camp
but think abt the official ending of the camp
i was rather sad n emotional
guess tis was what the fearodical family members think too
Hmm at tis point of time
u may think who r the fearodical family members
well... they r basically the committee members for the what's next camp
n the theme for tis yr what's next camp was 'fearodical'
i still rmb how i came out wit tis name...
we were thinking of the theme for the camp
n the programmes of the camp were abt fear
fear as in:
do u dare to perform at crowded places like orchard road to get applause from audience?
do u dare to eat raw chilli?
do u dare to eat the famous bitter nut tt is found in little india
do u dare to hitch a ride
do u dare to stand infront of the bus n ask all the passengers qns
most importantly, do u dare to walk a long dark trial late at night in Chua Cho Kang cemetry?
These are some of the tasks and programmes in the camp
So with these, i came out of the theme named FEARodical
there is no such word
however the word 'fear' was being emphasised
we have tried many new stuffs in the camp too
cuz we want tis camp to b a memorable and new one
we had time challenge meaning when grps meet each other durin the amazing race
they have to play a game to determine who moves on n who stays for 5 mins
due to tis, the participants have enjoyed sabo-ing other grps
purposely catching up wit another grp to fight wit them
we had our 1st campfire in OB too
we sang songs, played games, skits, sabo-ing time, dancing ard the fire, campwhoring...
oh ya i was being sabo-ed too...
we had our night walk at CCK cemetry
new idea wor...
we shld have our bidding of food too..
s in using our points earned during the activities to bid for our food items
however, due to time constraint, we did not carry out tt activity.
We have been together for approximately 100 days
the 8 of us came tgt to plan in details for the camp
we went for numerous meetings and reccees...
the fun we had
the hard work we put in
the time we spent tgt
were all curved deep in our hearts
Now let me introduce the com members for tis yr what's next camp-fearodical
so tt whoever who is reading my post wil understand who exactly im thanking
Committee members:
Yu Heng - Camp Commander
Mirza - Assistant Camp Commander
Sub-committe members:
Weilson - Program Coordinator
Shuxian (me!) - Program Coordinator
Hui Ting - Secretary
Kim - F&B
Ben - Logistic
Samuel - Logistic
i have to thank many ppl for the success of the camp
THANKS all particpants for being so cooperative and sporting
THANKS the 14th com members who helped us alot along the way
THANKS all the sub com members for yr effort, presence and all yr help throughout
THANKS daddy(yu heng) and mummy(mummy) for EVERYTHING
the reason y i thank u guys onli at the last part becuz i have alot to say
i really apreciate all the things u have done
i nid to really thank u for selecting me for the sub com position
esp when what's next camp is an annual camp for OB
and it one of the most major camp in OB
tt many alumni wld come back and many OB members wld look forward to
i wld nv tot i cld have tt chance
cuz i know myself tt im a irregular in OB due to other committments
despite tt, u stil gave me the trust
i felt so lucky tt i was being selected by u guys for the sub com among so many ppl in OB
u guys r the one who gave me opportunity to
discover my strengths and weaknesses
to grow in the long process
to use my brain alot more to think in dept of all the things
to b more bonded wit all OB members esp the family
to gain experience
i dint know tt to plan a camp requires so much work
so many reccees
so much research
Unlike the camps i had planned in sec sch
thou i felt stressed as a program coordinator
n struggled to cope wit my other CCAs
n cope wit my projects and sch academic work
i seriously think it is worth it
i felt great satisfaction when i c smiles on the participants
All these wld not happen w/o daddy and mummy!
my feelings r beyong my description
the sub com showed our gratitude during the post camp
where we did something for them
we spent alot of effort on tt despite the busy schedule of the camp
when we presented the gift to them
kim(mei) cried on the spot,
soon followed by hui ting(mei),
OMG... the scene was so touching n saddening
I struggled to hold back my tears
s im those kind who dun like to cry
or rather dun like ppl to c me cry
i have not cried for erm v long...
im not a girl who shed tears easily
but....
when i came up to hug the tearing girls
n trying to console them
i shed too
i quickly wipe off my tears
but juz cant help it
i went to the corner to collect back my emotions
wipe off my tears
n went back to console the crying girls
it was real saddening
i saw yu heng's shiny eyes too
tears were in his eyes...
to have tears in a guy's eyes
tt shows how touching the scene was...
to round off, i felt so loved n a great sense of cohesiveness in OB
OB is jus like one big family
all of us r so close, so bonded
unless my other CCAs
shall not disclose particularly which one
i go for tt truely for passion
the passion in me is burning hot
so i stil enjoy gg for tt CCA
but i look forward to juz the lessons
however, in OB i look forward to everything...
n now being the AGL in the upcoming leaders in action (LIA) camp,
hope i dun get too busy again
have to get some serious rest
OB ROCKS ON MAN!!!
