Simplicity & Complexity

cracked nails!

2008-10-04T23:46:00.000-07:00

at my dear's hse now.
he juz cracked his fingernail.
vry very very deep in!
oh gosh then i helped him cut fingernails
then i cut all except the cracked one
cuz i v scare to touch it.
helped him put on plaster.
ok time to go...
gg town now...
whee........

horror

2008-09-26T09:05:00.000-07:00

Recently my work is a horror!
Too much things to be completed
More n more new applications coming in
N I have to process them
More n more requests from many ppl
My supervisor is on leave for 1 week
I have to take over her
STRESS is the word
Her work is so much can
Not only submission
There are many many admin stuffs to be done
I work from 8.30am to 7.30pm
Lunch sometimes nid Sebastian help me ta bao or even skip
No time go toilet
I bought a lot of biscuit to my office to restore my energy
I cannot afford to make any single mistake
Because all mistakes even the slightest mistake will escalate to major problem(s)
When I knocked off from work yst, had a row wit darling
I was so stress tat I cried instantly.
Not bcuz of the conflict but becuz of the amt of stress I had
I cried for super long
Feel much better after a long time of crying
Haiz…. I miss sch now. I dun wan the money.
So wad if it is 800 bucks
Im tired……

mummy loves lantern

2008-09-26T09:01:00.000-07:00

Dunno which sat went vivo wit my parents
My mum was so enthu abt gg vivo to watch performance
LOL we went west coast ate zhi cha
Then headed to vivo
When we arrived at the rooftop
There was onli a stage with many kids jumping ard
N a super damn long Q
Soooooooooooo many ppl Q-ing for goody bag
My mum insisted she wants, ask me go ask how to get
So pai she can, so I rejected. I asked her go ask cuz she more aunty
Then she said she oso pai she.. LOL

Then we saw a ‘chang er’ and a ‘rabbit’ taking photos with ppl
Then my mum asked me go take photo wit them too
LOL she like stil treat me s small kid

Then she saw many ppl holding a colourful lantern which changes colour
She insisted tt too…
But we can have cuz its given tgt wit the goody bag
N we nid ticket to have tt
So she very sad… =(

The next day when I returned from work
I saw a big red fish latern on the table
So I asked, ‘free one ah?’
She replied fiercely, ‘NO LAH! BUY ONE LAH!’
N she asked me to guess the price
So I guessed $5
Then she replied fiercely again, ‘HUH? U LOOK CAREFULLY!’
So I give her face, guessed $10
She replied with same tone again, ‘I BOUGHT IT FOR $45! ITS PURE SILK FROM SHANGHAI!’
Diao… -_-
She then continued, proudly, ‘I managed to bargain til $45 lo. Actually was $50.. haha…’
-_-
-_-
-_-
Dunno if I shld laugh or wad. Like so waste of money can…
Nvm she happy can le… LOL

my darling is sick =(

2008-09-06T07:35:00.000-07:00

yst my darling sick... =(
i heart ache
he ah... drink wad avocado milk shake
then he felt vomitous
i went to his work place after i knocked off
he had OT cuz his workplace gonna renovate
so nid pack all stuffs
he wasn't feeling v well
then i went down to c wad medication i cld get for him
but watson closed
so walked to mrt station the tanjong xchange there
but no suitable medicine
when i went back
he looked realli sick
with a plastic bag on his hand
he vomited soon after we left
i felt so helpless dunno wad i can do to relieve his nausea... =(
helped to carry food, tissue paper, extra plastic bag and bought him mineral water
he felt better soon...
i sent him back
reached his hse then we ate the packet food tgt
pei him awhile til abt 11 n i left.

but today he is out for work again
he told me he was feeling weak in the morning
i feel like gg his hse take care of him
but no choice he had to work
poor dear
i ban him from drinking tt again
dunno if he wil listen
he said he wanna get use to it
LOL i hope he dun anymore

i love WALL-E!

2008-09-06T07:33:00.000-07:00

haven been updating blog recently
busy… n tired after work….
Well anyway,
Went to watch WALL-E with darling a few days ago..
I tell u, I love the movie…
haha its was so touching, so sweet and wall-E is so damn cute…
though not much of dialogue
I stil enjoyed the movie a lot because of the SWEET story line
Their expressive movements and CUTE WALL-E
Oh…. So cool
I wanna watch again!
I wil watch it online…

Haha think girls wil appreciate it more
I asked my dear if it was nice
He said yes but not to the extend of very very nice…
I asked Sebastian oso
He said he wun spend money on tt
LOL… guys… haha
I simply love the movie
Anyway, its only my own view…

* I typed this blog entry during attachment hours haha Shhh………..

pai seh day

2008-08-30T08:27:00.000-07:00

last fri s usual went to work early in the morning
on tt day i was exceptionally early.
i reached there at 8.20am! when i am suppose to start work at 9am
lol but i think god is helping me by making me come early today.
WHY???? haha here is the reason..............

As i cross the road, i tripped and guess wad?
my slippers torned!
LOL oh ya btw every fri is 'dress down' day
so we can dress more informally
and i was so happy tt fri cuz i no nid to wear heels
BUT my slipper juz spoiled early in the morning even b4 i step into the office!
n i was in the middle of the road!
nice one huh!
somemore there were many ppl crossing the road
luckily it was just one part of my strip torned
so i 'giap' (hokkien) the infront part of my slipper
to at least walk slowly to the end of the road

since it was still very early, i decided to go buy a cheap slipper
so i continued to 'giap' my torned slipper and shuffled my legs
surprising i managed to walk quite far....
n suddenly.................
the whole piece of strip came off!
meaning my slipper now became 1 piece of sole and 1 piece of the strip!
oh dear! i literally stayed foot n look at my poor slipper
then i called sebastian n asked if he has extra slipper or wad
juz trying my luck
he wanted to come find me
but i dun even know how to describe to him my location
n he oso cant do anything if he found me
so i told him its ok i wil juz walk bare footed there first

after i ended the call, i stil did not move a step
thinking wad else can i do
juz when i was about to take out plastic to temporary fix it
1 uncle came down from his lorry and approached me
he v kind, offered to lend me a pair of his sandals
so tt i cld go buy a slipper
but his sandal damn big can!
again, i shuffled my legs all the way to a market nearby
and bought a pair of slippers
n i returned him his big sandals
haha

LOL my journey of finding slipper
anyway, tt day was the most tiring day out of the 5 days
cuz besides learning another major process,
i had 1 task
thou it was juz 1 task, it took me hours to do
n yet i haven finish
i nid do something to all 400 plus application
tired.... then after knocked off, went to find darling
we went to harbour front eat
cuz i wanna c if there got sell nice shoes
but dint find a nice one
while darling was waiting for me to c my shoes
he got approached by a man who was doing surveying
LOL the survey qn paper was like 1 thick exam paper!
haha soooooo many qns to ans

we then went to the pet shop at vivo
saw new arrival hamsters
sooooooooooo cue and active can!
darling loves hamster
haha

another 'tutorial'

2008-08-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

Today is another information overloaded day for me.
She taught me another major process
which is equally complicated and tedious as the ones she taught me yesterday.
I have gotten my access to all their important and confidential files so as to work on them.
I feel a little stress as the files are highly sensitive and private.
I have to constantly remind myself to lock my computer
and keep all my materials in my drawer before I leave my seat.

I have no idea if there is anymore major process that I need to learn.
Though they are very complex,
I am slowing getting a hang of it by doing it step by step on my own.
It seems fun and interesting actually
but I have to be extra conscious with handling of the important files.

2nd day of ITP

2008-08-30T08:20:00.000-07:00

I have learnt a lot today. So much to know and the information was quite overwhelming.
My in-charge will be on leave in September for about 1 week
and I was told to take over her job.
Thus, she was teaching me as much as possible within these few days.
Her job is not easy.
She is the overall in charge for the team and has to do all the administration and auditing.

For today, I have learnt the Centurion card activation process and the application process.
Both are major process that I need to know and will be doing it everyday.
Each process consists of numerous steps and they are quite tedious and confusing.
Besides, they use many acronyms which I have to understand and get use to it.
They use mainly excel and
I have to recall what I have learnt in BCA (excel) to do my work smoothly.
I have jotted down all the steps when she went through the process with me.
After which, she required me to come up with a mapping using powerpoint.

First day of ITP

2008-08-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

woosh... juz returned from my first day of work
at AMEX....
travelling time was abt eh let me recall.... 1 and a half hr!
We (sebastian and i) reached there earlier than the working time of 9am
Keith, our officer-in-charge came at 9.40am to pick us up.
We were then given each a temporary pass for
access to offices, rooms and even washroom.
Once we reached the office, we were being assigned our individual seats
and then we followed Keith around to explore and meet new people.
The people there are very friendly and we felt very welcomed.
After some communication with some of the people there,
I realized there were actually some Ngee Ann graduates who were from business course as well.

For the first half of the day, we spent our time sitting through meetings
and that was the moment I discovered how the real business world is.
Besides, I found out that excel is a very useful and popular software that companies use
and that was when I realized the importance of our modules in polytechnic especially BCA.
The meetings were rather interesting
as the topics they touched on were
so different from lectures and tutorials in poly.
All were about facts, true figures, sales quota and sales strategies.

After the meeting, I felt so uneasy being so free when everyone around me was so busy.
so I asked around if anyone needs help.
For the next half of the day,
I spent my time finding the contact numbers of a list of companies
and calling up the companies to ask for some information.

After working on my first task, I had a briefing by my supervisor.
I was being introduced the hierarchy and the workings of the department.
She then moved on telling me more about their products,
different types of credit cards.
Lastly, which was the most important topic,
she told me my work scope and what will I learn and benefit from this internship.
I was excited about my subsequent learning working days in AMEX
cuz it seems interesting.
I was told to shadow her from tomorrow onwards to observe and learn from her.

ok shall end here, may not update so much abt my ITP
cuz i dunno wad i shld shall n wad i shldn't
haha...

tired day

2008-08-24T08:09:00.000-07:00

yst 9am reached sch to pack clubhse
saw onli yuheng there
LOL everyone was late
cant imagine i was early despite the rainy weather
had a chat wit yuheng
then here comes dong yang
haha both president and vice president have reached
where r the rest???
lol then after some time, one by one started to come
then we started packing by bringing everything out
i tell u, like garang guni can!
so damn lots of barang barang
we threw many things too
like expired food
n many many
haha

after we packed for a long while
here comes CLEMENT HENG!
lol he arrived like 2 hours after our meetin time
then we continued packing
jun kai like nth to do one sia
keep walking ard ask us wan eat or not
if not he wil have one rag in his hand n walking ard to wipe things
then we all call him marria
lol then after tt he took out his shirt
he damn FAIR can
he always call us "si tu zai zhi"
then i called him "bai zhan ji"
lol haha then i kept making fun of him like
walk n bumped into him saying "sorry dint c u"

ok 12pm le
i nid go off le
cuz nid go ponggol to visit my cousin's hse
his baby's 1 years old birthday party
before i go, we took a group photo
clement n jun kai stood behind cuz they tallest
then i said lidat onli can c jun kai's head
cuz body too white camera cannot capture
lol then clement standing besides him said
later he reflects light then camera cannot capture me
LOL

after photo taking, dong yang handed me a birthday card
n they sang me a bdae song
lol haha i was super damn suprised cuz my bdae is on 9th july
haha n they had alrd given me a card and a present b4
but anyway appreciated it so much.. thanks ppl

went over to ponggol
super damn difficult to find the block
his baby very cute...
the bdae cake was an ice cream cake
woots yummy

edwin smsed me ask me go zouk tonight
wanted to but too tired liao
whole day keep rushing here n there
somemore the night b4 dint have enuff slp
then next day gg my dear's hse
so dint go in the end

so overall the day was a tiring day for me
this coming monday is the start of my attachement
at where u know?
BEACH ROAD
i live where u know?
JURONG EAST
wow nice one huh...
everyday 6.30am wake up...

Fireworks!!!

2008-08-24T07:42:00.000-07:00

woots! finally exam is over
After last paper, me n my dear went out...
thanks dear for acc me all day
he onli slept for a few hours the night before to prepare for the last paper
but still pei wo whole day... =)
we went to town n eat crystal jade
the portion so small esp for dear's food
he complained..... haha

then we headed down to meet sebastian at city hall
sebastian is my fren who will b working wit me at america express for ITP
dear acc me go meet him
cuz seb and me suppose to meet our supervisor at 2pm at AMEX HQ
In the end we reached the HQ at 2.40pm...
not a very good impression.... but
cuz we cant find the place
lol suppose to alight at raffles instead
seb and me went off to meet him while dear went to the cafe nearby

our supervisor told us we will b starting our work 1 week later
we were damn happy woots!
after tt i went to find dear
then we took many pictures using his hp
haha i like his hp! 2 megapixel onli!
lol im not being sarcastic here haha
i like cuz photo taken looks nice unlike mine
3.2 megapixel thou like v good but
can see every flaw and pimple very clearly
LOL

not long after i received an sms from a person from AMEX
asking me to work this coming monday
then i replied saying i juz met with the HR executive
n he said we wil b working next monday
soon, the person called
n then i realised the person who sms me was actually the person i have juz met
LOL pai seh sia
like haven even start work ppl alrd know i blur blur liao
die lah blur blur de sure bad impression

we then went to town n walk walk
went to taka n sat down at the bench on the dunno which level
n had a long chat
i love chatting wit him
provided its a calm n relaxing n leisure chat
exchanging views,
asking stupid questions,
get to know each other better...
=) then went to eat omu rice... yummy
then out of a sudden dunno y we discussed abt AAA paper
n i realised my mistake
so i faster sms shannon n ask abt the qn
lol...

after dinner, we went to watch fireworks
we waited for very long
i tot it was 9pm
but ended up 9.40pm
its was nice
but i think last yr was nicer
met quite a few of my frens there

after watching we went back
super tired by then
i can imagine how tired dear was
next morning 9am i have to b in sch to pack clubhse!

Interesting story of mine

2008-07-06T22:10:00.000-07:00

YO!
Im back to blog!
It has been a looooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggg time since i last blog
now having IEF break... quite tired today...
wanna blog about my stay wit my dear but tt one long story
shall blog abt it when i got more time
i shall talk about 1 interesting story last nite....

I was having meeting for my bazaar project
we planned to sell japanese food like sushi or something
then my fren was the designer so he did a poster
which very nice drawings and some japanese characters at the bottom
As i learnt jap before,
i tried to read the jap characters but was having some difficulties
so my fren prompted me but i said 'No! dun say i wanna try!'
then the next moment when i wanna try reading out the jap character,
someone said, ' 7.30 alrd!'
then i immediately scolded the person, 'shut up! i wanna try!'
then i realised it was my mum waking me up from my dream!
then i saw her shocked face...
haha HAHA HAHA haha..... LOL

most memorable experience!

2008-01-21T19:28:00.001-08:00

Yo! im back to update haha...
miss me?!?!? LOL
ok i shall blog on my most memorable experience
went out wit my dear a few days ago...
muz b excited and curious y it was a memorable experience rite
haha LOL
dun expect too much it was juz becuz of the GREAT movie tt we had watched
YEA so tt was y it made the movie watching a memorable one...
the movie was...................
HOVERFIELD!!!!!
My gosh! i can tell u how FANTASTIC it was
the movie started wit showing video-ed scenes
then the cameraman's hands were very shaky
n often switched angle and direction suddenly
making us feel giddy watching it
tot it was onli the 1st part when
the movie was trying to show us wad happened beore the incident
however, it lasted for the entire movie
MEANING to say, the entire movie was being video-ed
with shaky and unstable hands of the cameraman
resulting in not showing us all parts of the story
like suddenly show other scenes completely not related to the current scene
suddenly cut off some scenes
suddenly change the camera angle or direction
so overall we felt extremely giddy after the movie
n there was no ending
the movie was abt a monster invading
which i hardly can c the monster
n the movie ended wit a drastic fidget of the cameraman
so to my assumption, everybody died?
n i dunno abt the monster...

after the movie everybody was like
HUH?!?!?! END LIAO AH?!?!?! WALAO EH?!??!

LOL tt was juz my views on the movie.
Mayb there r people out there who know how to appreciate this kind of movie
cuz seriously, i have never seen this kind of video-ed movie b4
so yea apparantly, i duno how to appreciate
so ya if u r do, can go watch...

haha end of post LOL...
xie xie da jia

oh ya n i told my mum liao haha LOL

new year resolution

2008-01-01T06:19:00.000-08:00

hmm... i shall not post the past happenings in 2007 of my life
cuz i seriously cannot rmb
haha the name blur sotong is not given w/o a reason! lol!
so let me just post on my new yr resolution!

hmm...
in the new year i hope and wish to :
- achieve my target GPA of 3.8!
- have more clothes, shoes, accessories (girls! LOL!)
- more time for myself n him (apparantly i dun hav much time 4 tis due to many commitments)
- more time for family too (dint get to c them for long =( )
- more months to come! (1st month is coming!)
- more time for studies (so s to achieve GPA of 3.8)
- be a better person
- not so blur
- more gatherings (esp my ex classmates)
- more achievments (CCAs, studies etc...)
- b more gentle, lady-like? lol haha
- nt get emo often like last yr
-not gt hurt like last yr

I wld like to thank:
- mummy for yr love n care. always do little things for me tt touched me alot...
- daddy. thou dint get to c u often... but thanks for the caring too... always ask me if i got enuff $$ haha..
- Friends for yr caring and listening ears... help me when needed.. care for me when im emo
- sisters for yr listening ears, the time we spent tgt... gatherings, working, CCA-ing
- OB fearodical family for everything u have done..
- him for spending great time tgt... making me happy n feel loved...
- tutors for supervising our work constantly... (onli some tutors haha LOL)

I wld like to apologise to:
- mummy and daddy for making u angry at times. for not spending enuff time wit u. for comng hm late at nite for many consecutive days.
- friends for showing attitude if there was any
- sisters for hurting u and being inconsiderate
- him for not spending enuff time wit u. get u pissed at times
- tutors for not doing tutorial work haha

last but not least...
hearts have 4 chambers
one is for my family
next is for fearodical family
another one is for him
last chamber is for my dear friends...

so ppl all of u r deep in my hearts... =)

juz hope a new bright year wil b full of surprises, full of ups and no downs if possible.. =)
ok end of post... xie xie da jia

What's next camp!

2008-01-01T05:09:00.000-08:00

What's next camp has ended...
well, thou many ppl said they were happy n things lidat in their blogs
I had a diff view...
Yes! i agreed wit them too
tt i had enjoyed myself alot in the camp
but think abt the official ending of the camp
i was rather sad n emotional
guess tis was what the fearodical family members think too

Hmm at tis point of time
u may think who r the fearodical family members
well... they r basically the committee members for the what's next camp
n the theme for tis yr what's next camp was 'fearodical'
i still rmb how i came out wit tis name...
we were thinking of the theme for the camp
n the programmes of the camp were abt fear

fear as in:
do u dare to perform at crowded places like orchard road to get applause from audience?
do u dare to eat raw chilli?
do u dare to eat the famous bitter nut tt is found in little india
do u dare to hitch a ride
do u dare to stand infront of the bus n ask all the passengers qns
most importantly, do u dare to walk a long dark trial late at night in Chua Cho Kang cemetry?

These are some of the tasks and programmes in the camp
So with these, i came out of the theme named FEARodical
there is no such word
however the word 'fear' was being emphasised
we have tried many new stuffs in the camp too
cuz we want tis camp to b a memorable and new one

we had time challenge meaning when grps meet each other durin the amazing race
they have to play a game to determine who moves on n who stays for 5 mins
due to tis, the participants have enjoyed sabo-ing other grps
purposely catching up wit another grp to fight wit them

we had our 1st campfire in OB too
we sang songs, played games, skits, sabo-ing time, dancing ard the fire, campwhoring...
oh ya i was being sabo-ed too...

we had our night walk at CCK cemetry
new idea wor...

we shld have our bidding of food too..
s in using our points earned during the activities to bid for our food items
however, due to time constraint, we did not carry out tt activity.

We have been together for approximately 100 days
the 8 of us came tgt to plan in details for the camp
we went for numerous meetings and reccees...
the fun we had
the hard work we put in
the time we spent tgt
were all curved deep in our hearts

Now let me introduce the com members for tis yr what's next camp-fearodical
so tt whoever who is reading my post wil understand who exactly im thanking

Committee members:
Yu Heng - Camp Commander
Mirza - Assistant Camp Commander

Sub-committe members:
Weilson - Program Coordinator
Shuxian (me!) - Program Coordinator
Hui Ting - Secretary
Kim - F&B
Ben - Logistic
Samuel - Logistic

i have to thank many ppl for the success of the camp
THANKS all particpants for being so cooperative and sporting
THANKS the 14th com members who helped us alot along the way
THANKS all the sub com members for yr effort, presence and all yr help throughout
THANKS daddy(yu heng) and mummy(mummy) for EVERYTHING
the reason y i thank u guys onli at the last part becuz i have alot to say
i really apreciate all the things u have done
i nid to really thank u for selecting me for the sub com position
esp when what's next camp is an annual camp for OB
and it one of the most major camp in OB
tt many alumni wld come back and many OB members wld look forward to
i wld nv tot i cld have tt chance
cuz i know myself tt im a irregular in OB due to other committments
despite tt, u stil gave me the trust
i felt so lucky tt i was being selected by u guys for the sub com among so many ppl in OB
u guys r the one who gave me opportunity to
discover my strengths and weaknesses
to grow in the long process
to use my brain alot more to think in dept of all the things
to b more bonded wit all OB members esp the family
to gain experience

i dint know tt to plan a camp requires so much work
so many reccees
so much research
Unlike the camps i had planned in sec sch
thou i felt stressed as a program coordinator
n struggled to cope wit my other CCAs
n cope wit my projects and sch academic work
i seriously think it is worth it
i felt great satisfaction when i c smiles on the participants

All these wld not happen w/o daddy and mummy!
my feelings r beyong my description
the sub com showed our gratitude during the post camp
where we did something for them
we spent alot of effort on tt despite the busy schedule of the camp
when we presented the gift to them
kim(mei) cried on the spot,
soon followed by hui ting(mei),
OMG... the scene was so touching n saddening
I struggled to hold back my tears
s im those kind who dun like to cry
or rather dun like ppl to c me cry
i have not cried for erm v long...
im not a girl who shed tears easily
but....
when i came up to hug the tearing girls
n trying to console them
i shed too
i quickly wipe off my tears
but juz cant help it
i went to the corner to collect back my emotions
wipe off my tears
n went back to console the crying girls
it was real saddening
i saw yu heng's shiny eyes too
tears were in his eyes...
to have tears in a guy's eyes
tt shows how touching the scene was...

to round off, i felt so loved n a great sense of cohesiveness in OB
OB is jus like one big family
all of us r so close, so bonded
unless my other CCAs
shall not disclose particularly which one
i go for tt truely for passion
the passion in me is burning hot
so i stil enjoy gg for tt CCA
but i look forward to juz the lessons
however, in OB i look forward to everything...

n now being the AGL in the upcoming leaders in action (LIA) camp,
hope i dun get too busy again
have to get some serious rest

OB ROCKS ON MAN!!!

exciting journey

2007-12-13T22:22:00.000-08:00

YES im updating my blog.. haha lol happy ma? lol =)
erm where shld i start? haha
on 8 DEC haha wil rmb it...
went to esplanade walk walk...
hmmm... think no nid to elaborate haha
i wanna blog on how i reach hm!
haha so cool

we were waiting for our last bus at the bustop
when his last bus arrived
so i asked him to board it
then i waited a while more for my last bus
hoping there is...

then i fed up so flag for taxi
but waited for v long b4 i realised there is a taxi stand behind
then i went to Q
but the frequency damn slow

so i walked to the front and hope there wld b taxi
haiz... dun have
while i was walking,
i saw my bus!
LOL... pek chek!
nvm i walked to the next bustop n c the last bus timing
tt was the last bus
then i desperate so anyhow board a night rider
hoping i cld get a taxi easier at somewhere which has more taxi available
thou night rider is more ex but hack lah
lol then the night rider is go towards pasir ris!

haha n i alighted at dunno wad place...
while waiting for taxi, i saw a bus 800
tt goes to harbour front
i board the bus n the bus driver said onli 10 mins to harbour front
starting of the journey was a smooth one until there was a traffic jam
jam for erm 1 hr plus?
then li qin called
n chatted wit her a while
sorry ah li qin, for not giving u any useful advice
cuz i was realli v pek chek n also v tired at tis late hr...
it was ard 1am at tt time

i decided to alight n walk
so i kept walking infront til i reached harbour front
n i realised this traffic jam was due to zouk out
then got many groups of v HIGH ppl loitering ard
i was v tired walking by then
walked along the roadside
n flag for taxi at the same time
hoping there is

then i saw a taxi parked infront
i ran up n to my disappointment
the driver was sleeping
LOL!
nvm i continued with my walking journey
tile finally there was a taxi tt stopped for me!
HURRAY! so i finally board the taxi at ard 2 am
the uncle quite friendly
kept talking to me lol
ok finally reached hm at ard 2am plus..

haha
ok end of exciting journey...
but i did enjoy myself tt day =)
xie xie ni...

stress me

2007-11-28T01:25:00.000-08:00

haiz... i dun like tis sem modules..
i dun like bca
cuz i dun like to do pbl for it...
cant believe i have taken computer lessons ouside for 3 yrs
but stil..
i guess i have returned everyting back to teacher

i dun like poa
cuz i dun even have the basic foundation
takes a while to understand

maec, blaw n bmgt i lost track liao
cuz i dint even attend the lect due to red camp, ob n other stuffs...

even my jap lesson is killing me
i missed once due to red camp...
then like so damn sucky now lah...

ARGH!!!
so stress now...
can time realli extend for me?
i wonder...

i think there r many things which i dunno
mayb its better tt i dun discover
but its kind of erm...
dunno how to say

its like if i duno tt i dunno
its stil alrite
but i know ther is something which i dunno
tt is the thing

aiya wadever it is
i juz wan to pull up my socks now
im aiming 3.8 tis time round
eh... i hope i can...
eh i hope...
yeah i hope...

Hop nite

2007-11-24T22:42:00.000-08:00

WHOOSH! so happening tis week
had red camp tis week
n finally its over
did alot of preparation for it
n i skipped many meals for it
2 days one apple pie?
haha n i missed many lessons for it too
but nvm i have to pull up my socks now to catch up wit it
common test is coming too
ARGH! 24 hrs seem insufficient for me

on fri after red camp, i went to nra
then after nra, i went to hop nite
i tell u the hop nite was a real dope one
realli enjoyed the dancing
dancing can realli forget everything
juz dance it all out
so shuang
there was DJ from zouk too
but admission was strict
they even asked us to empty our water bottles

DANCE DANCE DANCE!!!
the qi fen is beyond my description
v high!
formed circles with a few ppl dancing in there
got breakers too
dope man
then i was being pulled by dunno who to dance
n then we DANCE DANCE DANCE!!!

i wanna b 18!!!
so tt i dun nid to go underage parties n smuggle into clubs anymre!
i wan to step into a club proudly haha lol...

after the hop nite
i was super tired
gonna collapse tat kind
lol
haha think too high liao
hungry... so went KAP
reached hm ard 1am...

the next day got OB meeting in sch
after meeting got dinner wit my sec sch frens
so nice
we went to CHANGI AIRPORT
haha to eat popeye chicken
damn filling
then went to orchard for a walk
then cam-whoring
realli v enjoyable...
ok tts all.. gonna study now

xie xie da jia =)

Fed up...

2007-11-19T01:11:00.000-08:00

had leo fusion camp on sat n sun
had real fun...
shall not post everything cuz im too lazy to do so
haha btw, i din slp the whole nite
watched saw 3... whoosh so gross n sick haha
but i satisfied bcuz i finally get to watch it..
cuz for all saw movies, 1, 2, 3 n 4
i dint get a chance to watch any
haha... then after the movie, it was abt 2 am
then i went for 'nite walk' ard sch
haha n found canteen 4
then went to mac at 4 am for bf
the next day was a bit dry with seminar n presentations
so i was like dozing off every now n then...
so tired
n our team won the overall games for the camp...

i reached hm abt 5 then bathed
then *pomp! i slept
i asked my mum wake me up at 9 to do tutorial n study for blaw test
but i was unable to wake up
so slept til next morning

so now currently im very fed up wit myself
bcuz i din do anything for this week tutorial
din do any studying
din study for blaw test too
haiz...
so i very emo in class
n li qin noticed it
haha thanks li qin
im fine
mood swing onli
lol but i enjoyed myself at the camp...
so feeling better now
tis week i oso no time do academice stuffs
cuz got red camp on wed, tues n fri
whole day occupied
sat got parent forum nid to help out
n after tat got OB meeting
GOOD LUCK ME!!!
the end...
xie xie de jie...

Another malu incident

2007-11-16T07:22:00.000-08:00

Im juz simply v high now
cuz we won the championship for the project nutz held in sch today!
It is a running race relay and
n there r sch division, staffs divison, club/society division and sec sch division
we represented BA under sch division..
our grp consists of (in running sequence)
Rastus, Winnie, Rasmus, Shawn, Alex, Me, Benjomon
b4 the race, i think our grp was the onli grp who was always camwhoring
lol took many funny pic when everyone was eating banana b4 the race...
when the race started, all the 1st runners chionged!
chionged like mad can
then run half the track slowed down liao
we ran ard the sch (1.2km each)
from track-up the slope to fitness corner-turned right to canteen 2-turned left down the slope-turned left to atrim-up the steep slope back to track-1round ard track-end...
haha guess wad... here comes the malu scene...
when i was running, i saw tis girl infront me stopped n walked
i wanted to encourage her by saying, "c'mon" n a tap on the shoulder
due to my constant running motion n somemore was down the slope
my force was unexpectedly impactful
s in, my supposingly a 'tap' became a smack on her back!
she verged forward n looked at me
SO SORRY! I realli din expect my supposingly gentle tap to b a smack..
realli din mean it
due to the malu-ness, it encouraged me to run even faster
to FLEE!
damn malu can! sumore i dunno the girl

Then i passed my baton to ben who was the last runner
we had tis 'WASEH' thingy with a funny action
eh we know ourselves haha
anyway when ben was running the last round ard track
he shouting 'WASEH" n did the stupid action
haha then the emcee was like, 'what's tat?'
lol finally we have finished the race
then illias came n congrats us saying we were 1st
I was happy but doubtful too
cuz he mayb encouraging us or did not wan us to b demoralize
i started to believe onli when BA lectures n tutors came n request a photo wit us!
damn happy can!

when we went up n receive the trophy
we did tat 'WASEH' n the action again!
wahahaha...
n oh ya i wore my OB shirt
haha so had done BA, BA envoys n OB proud...
PS: sorry pls let me show off FOR ONCE haha i hardly get a chance to show off lol!
NAN DE i got achievement LOL!!!

Yeah! let me have my 'thank u' speech!
AHEM!
1stly i wld like to thank Illias for giving me tis opp to rep BA in tis race
2ndly i wld like to thank our captain, Alex
3rdly, i wld like to thank all team members for playing an impt part
LAST BUT NOT LEAST, special thanks to TEO LI QIN!
our manager or better stil, our mother
she accompanied us to the track,
settled us down,
distributed barang barang to us,
supplied us wit towel, water, banana n apple,
took photo for us,
cheered for us...
we love u liqin haha

After race went to NRA,
today nra lesson was super chiong!
esp when i juz finished my race
when doing warm up, the rotation of head....
my neck ache man!
due to the street jazz yst...
street jazz is like sexy girly dance
where we nid to flip our head n hair many times n sexily
so many times til my neck ache! LOL but choreo was nice...

ok woots! aiya im juz v high n happy lah! haha
THE END...
XIE XIE DA JIA... =)

complete exhaustion

2007-11-04T01:02:00.000-08:00

had OB overnight cycling...
cycled from pougol all the way to east coast...
stopped at downtown east for a snack
then stopped at changi village for lasi lemak
haha super fun and
super long can!
from 12 am til next morning 7am!
all of us cursed and sweared after the nite cycling
not bcuz of physically exhausted
but it was becuz of our hurtful butt!
gonna rot after cycling for 7 hrs..
then after tat went to pulua ubin for recee..
omg tat was torturing..
stil muz take train from bedok back to jurong east...
journey was so long
i was alrd v tiredmy dry contact lens made it worst!
it was so dry tat i cld feel it move everytime i blink
anyway the exhaution was beyond discription haha
reached home straight away bathe then dry my hair then
POOM! i slept
dun even bother to have dinner
slept til tis morning 1pm!
sooo nice...
now my butt stil hurts
sob sob...
i juz hope i wun have any pimples
after facing 7 hrs of strong wind while cyclin
and 10 hrs of perspiration at pulau ubin
n oh ya! i had 16 mosquito bites!
2 on face! omg!
damn itchy
may im juz simply too sweet... =)
haha btw, i had a nice chat wit li qin a few days ago
really a meaningful one
she told me a meaningful story too
after so much of her advices n suggestions
i felt enlighted
haha
so now, i have deleted the unpleasant posts
n forge ahead!
here i am!!
wo lai ye!!

nth

2007-10-31T01:28:00.001-07:00

hello. testing. testing.

my most malu incident

2007-10-26T08:12:00.000-07:00

MY MOST MALU INCIDENT
wah today was a tiring day...
n oso DAMN sway ok!
cuz today ganna kissed by a stranger
WTH!
but not his fault
cuz today after sch wet recee wit hui ting n kim
then after recee i went orchard to meet my fren
took 143 back home
evening time...
the bus was therefore v packed
then i stood at a corner
leaning against the window
then a big grp of guys boarded the bus
n now the bus was like a packed can of sardin
tis guy stood infront of me
he wasnt holding onto anything
cuz realli v packed
n he has nth to grip
the air con like wasnt working
somemore got traffic jam
i buay tahan sia
then at last after a v long time
the traffic was smooth
then the bus started to drive v fast
think mayb the driver is late for his reporting time
then there was tis corner where he literally skii
a v sharp turn
n fast
n he stopped at the bustop with a strong jerk!
then the guy infront of me lost control
n fell towards me
luckily i was leaning against the window
so i got support
budden becuz he fell towards me,
he accidentally kissed my forehead!
WTH! SUPER DAMN FREAKING MALU CAN!
not realli forehead but dunno how to say lah
cuz too sudden
then my hands were holding on to the bars behind my back
then i SIAM my head to one side
but stil ganna
then his frens were like...
aiya the scene was beyond description!
then i too pai seh liao
esp when his frens were there teasing him
n i pulled my fren to alight at the next bustop
ARGH!!!!
my most malu incident!

tired n fun day

2007-10-14T04:25:00.000-07:00

let me post something pleasant
whoosh!
yst was a long day for me again
went recee wit hui ting for our ob camp planning
i cant say haha
scarly so happen got ob ppl view tis post
then they wil know the destinations of the amazing race
for the upcoming 'what's next camp'
but i can tell u, damn tiring
haha then went somerset to meet yvonne at nite
wrote a bdae card for ivan
then we travelled to city hall to meet the rest of the nra freshies
oh ya n i nearly lost my hp
some of us went to the washroom
then i placed my hp on the toilet paper box there
n i forgot to take
i can stil happily walk out n chat wit the rest
then i suddenly felt something missing
cuz i was smsing my fren all the while
wanted to check sms then realise
haha i chiong to the toilet
n nearly go to the gents
tat guy in front of me was like giving me a weird look
then realise it was gents
damn pai seh
then i rushed to the cubicle
n thank god, my darling hp was there
ok then we took 51 from there to west coast park
we were so noisy in the bus
hey dun throw SP face leh haha
long journey
n i was v sleepy
after a long day of recee
1st thing we did when we reach wcp was to eat!
starving like hell
then cam whore haha
da bai one
then went playgrd play the swing
super entertaining i tell u
haha cash go 'snatch' a mei mei's swing
haha a bunch of no childhood ppl
but i enjoyed myself...

wedding dinners

2007-09-24T06:46:00.000-07:00

WEDDING DINNERS

yst was selling mooncake again at JP

then i recieved a call from my captain

asking me to go back hotel

to be the VIP server for 1 of the wedding dinner

cuz tat day got 3 weddings

then not enuff VIP servers

i v sian liao... seriously speaking

i prefer doing normal tables than VIP tables

so i told him i dint bring my shoes n stocking n hair accessories

then he said nvm so i tot i could continue wit my mooncake

then he called again telling me tat

kok yin will drive me hm to get my barang barang

then send me to hotel

then i have no choice but to do VIP

i was the VIP server for Changi room

tis wedding dinner is my most tiring one

cuz not onli serving the VIP tables

which was alrd making me v busy

i have to help out the other normal tables too

cuz all were new TCC staffs

esp when comes to last part

when i served finished all courses

the others haven serve noodle yet

then got 1 new staff juz put the noodle wit a TONG on the table

*psst* its compulsory to portion noodle n with serving gear not tong

haha they v cute sia... lucky our captain din c

then when comes to dessert, got many staff forgot to take lather

so i ran to backlane to help them get

im like perspiring like hell lo

when i helped a table serve their dessert

the guests said,

"wa finally man, come lets have our breakfast now!"

so sarcastic sia

when i c the new staffs it reminds me of last time

when i was once them

haha i was v clumsy n slow too

have to do more to b familiar wit the sequence

haiz... actually i think its not the new staffs' fault

i think is the management's fault

since they know they r new n inexperience

y allocate 2 tables to them?

1 to 1 ma

n they shld got brief them thoroughly on wad to do ma

but mayb cuz realli not enuff staffs

i hope the new staffs have learnt new stuffs

sexy voice

2007-09-17T21:29:00.000-07:00

SEXY VOICE

after selling mooncake for so long

everyday 12 hrs

keep on talking n promoting

n i have insufficient of water

so got a v bad sore throat

n a very sexy voice lol!

somemore at JP (my workplace)

got tis senior singing competition

i have to compete wit them in terms of loudness

v xing ku sia

n i one day one meal onli

cuz busy until no time to eat or rather forget to eat

somemore my lunch cam dinner is i ta pau de

a simple lunch box

everyday same lunch box

cuz sore throat cannot eat many stuffs

n i cant have my meal peacefully

have to stop eating to entertain customers every now n then

i feel so poor thing n pathetic haha

my voice is becoming sexier n sexier

dint get any better becuz i dun have q chance to rest my voice

sob.... sob....

MUZ READ

2007-09-06T09:22:00.000-07:00

WORK! MUZ READ!

today s usual... sell mooncake at lobby...

yst got tis african man approached me

n said he wil buy when he returns from dinner

i trusted him since he approached me 1st

he said he wil have a quick dinner nearby

but he 'put me pigeon'

so bad...

then today he approached me again n said he wants to buy

he gave me $10 dollars

then i kindly told him it costs $47

then he shocked haha

then he faster flee n say he wil b back shortly

but im not gg to believe him again

indeed he dint show up...

next got tis old woman

her appearance like begger

sorry to say tat but its true

she has white curly n messy hair

wit a hat

n torned shirt n shorts

carrying many barang barang

she came n started asking me abt the mooncake

(she speaks eng)

so s usual i intro each n every kind to her

she ate MANY realli MANY pieces

half of the samples were gone

wads worst is tat:

we had tis cover to cover the sample for hygiene purpose

so i open half of the cover onli

but guess wad? she can stretch all the way inside juz to get the biggest piece

while she is toking to me, she kept eating

n somemore use 1 toothpick to take many pieces at 1 go

tis was our conversation:

me: most of the singaporeans wil prefer the durian mooncakes

she: r u not singaporean?

me: yes, i am a singaporean

she: then u shld say 'we, singaporeans n not juz singaporeans'

nowadays singaporeans' eng is becoming poorer...

(LOL! wth, im like erms.... oh then she continued...)

she: tis ting until when?

(then i purposely indirectly shoot her back thou i understand wad she was trying to convey)

me: huh? i dun get u.. oh u mean when wil i b selling until?

we wil b here till 25 sep... i agree wit u tat singaporeans's eng is not v gd...

(then she looked at me for a while then took many pieces b4 leaving)

wa seh i damn shuang... sorry for being rude but realli cannot tahan...

n the worst ting is when i told shuxian n rachael abt her

they encountered weird stuffs from her s well!

1st was rachael, tis was their conversation:

she: can u give me a strong tea bag n wrap it wit tissue paper so tat nobody wil know wad i am drinking?

rach: strong tea bag? we have blah blah blah....

she: no no these r not strong enuff

(rach then asked our captain n he showed her 6 diff tea bags for her to choose)

she (told captain): u shld educate yr staffs.. she dun even know wad is strong tea bag..

(after getting her strong tea bag which is not strong at all,

she went on to pester another staff for green tea but we dun provide green tea)

ok next is shuxin, tis was their conversation:

(when the woman is eating her mooncake samples again)

xin: do u wan to buy a box or so?

she: dun push me! cant u c im trying? tis is the prob wit singaporeans.. blah blah blah

LOL she is not trying lo, she is practically eating lo

s if it was her dinner or dessert...

next got tis jap guy who can speak chinese

he like trying to show off to me n his fren tat he knows chinese

he spoke to me in chinese

thou his eng is better n his fren do not understand chinese

then whenever he ans me qn in chinese i wil purposely reply in jap

thou i know onli basic jap but stil can manage

this was our conversation:

(he spoke to me all in chinese thou not v accurate)

he: is tis ex?

me: iie, kore wa yasui desu. (no, tis is cheap)

he: oic, wad is tis?

me: kore wa ocha to durian to chocolato desu

(tis is green tea, durian n chocolate)

he: ok, frm wad time to wad time wil u b here?

me: gosen jyuu-ji han kara gogo ku-ji han made desu

(from 10.30am to 9.30pm)

he: oic, which one u like personally?

me: watashi wa ocha ga suki desu

(i like green tea)

nani ga suki desu ka

(which one u like)

he: durian

me: kaitai desu ka

(do u wan to buy)

he: give me box of lotus mooncake (cuz its the cheapest)

me: daijoubu

(no prob).... arigato gozaimasu

he: good nite

me: oyasumi nasai

(good nite)

ok the end of my blog... haha interesting rite?

fustrated me

2007-09-01T05:54:00.000-07:00

FUSTRATED ME

YES im fustrated wit myself!

today din go according to my plan!

i specially took leave from my work because of

NRA techique class in the morning,

then go OG wit my mum in the afternoon,

(cuz she wants to get a new membership for OG)

then go yishun watch NRA performance wit xt they all,

then in the end NRA cancelled

n my mum told me she went OG yst alrd

n xt they all not gg to yishun..

so... haiz... i stayed at home all day doing nth...

bcuz i dunno wad to do!

then to make things even worst,

im supposed to go sch for the celebration for the success of ten tons

then i onli found out when i check my email now

which is at nite

wa lao wad a nice day i have man..

im damn angry wit myself lah

juz dunno y lo

like wasted my entire day

somemore i din work juz because of these activities

$72 dollars flew away

ok forget it.. let me toke abt my work

went back to the hotel to work

then william ask me help xin cusines sell mooncake at the lobby

wa piang i tot it wil b some easy job

but i have to stand for the whole day!

i worked from 10am to 10pm

stood thruout except meal times..

n the foreigns wil not buy

they oso eat my samples

onli a FEW local bought

then got one guy i think from hong kong

ate my sample then say it tastes good

but not willing to buy

*expected* lol cuz he is a youngster

seldom youngster wil buy

then he started to toke to me...

ask things like wads my age, am i studying things like tat

meanwhile he kept eating the samples

*ARGH you know every now n then

i muz keep gg up to 4 level to get the samples?!*

haiz... nvm... then he took out his camera n ask if he can take a pic of me

then it was like *diaoz!

then i rejected him saying im working

i offered to help him take instead

then he said i wil buy 2 boxes after tat

then i erm.... v reluctantly accepted it

i took a box of mooncake n smiled reluctantly for the photo taking

he indeed bought 2 boxes of egg custard mooncake

which cost him abt $90...

wierd guy lol!

then got another african

i pursuaded him to buy

so i said things like:

me: y not buy a box or so back to yr country to share wit yr family n frens?

he: oh i have no family..... im lonely.... lonely.... im very lonely u know?

then i kept silent n juz smile a little...

oops! sorry Mr African, din know im not supposed to say tat...

class chalet

2007-08-29T06:03:00.001-07:00

CLASS CHALET

mon went for class chalet at pasir ris

met shannon 1st at pasir ris mrt there

but i was late...oops! sorry...

then we were the 1st to reach there lor...

then finally reached n enter the room...

then i watched tv while waiting for the rest...

many ppl ps last min...

but nvm the chalet was VERY super fun at the later part...

actually wanted to go wild wild wet...

but it has closed.. =(

so the guys went swimming...

then went to bbq!

wow guess wad?

the guys started the fire n cook for girls!

haha seldom man! im always the one doing tat...

then they cook, we eat... haha

when it was 8pm

shannon n i returned to the room to watch tv...

its 'hey gorgeous!'

1st episode was on NP!

so muz watch

n guess wad? saw shannon on tv! haha

standing right at the front! LOL!

then later the girls came up join us too

when it was commercial time

i went down to grab some food n serve the rest upstairs

how kind man haha...

then at 9 the girls n the twin n hao went back

so left erm the 10 of us..

pauline, christabel, grace, me,

both shawns, shawn's another fren,

shannon, brain and gary

we stopped bbqing ard 10pm...

then we started playing cards...

shannon n i played the speed/stress

wow realli damn stressed haha

cuz the game needs speed n muz b alert

then both of us r beginners who r damn slow n retarded

chris n pau beside us were more stress haha

they wil scream then ask us faster smack the decks

then we wil follow blindly n realise later

super damn funny...

we played til we perspire lol..

at 1st shannon reacted faster than me

but i managed to catch up wit him

n win the game!

haha but he won when we played again at the later part

then we went to have our own night walk!

haha we walked to pasir ris park

erm... a v long walk haha

we walked in pairs

cuz according to pau we cannot walk in odd no

the middle one will suffer

so pau n chris,

brian n shawn,

gary n grace,

shannon n me..

then there was tis v v dark trial

then onli shannon, gary, shawn n me dare to go

no light at all v dark

but s u walk yr eyes wil adapt to the dark environment

so not tat bad afterall

when we finished the trial

we purposely screamed n acted weirdly n ran towards them

but they dun believe haha

cuz they said normally ppl wil scream then run out

but we run out then scream

haha so shannon said

'sorry, we din rehearse'

haha wad a joke!

then continued our night walk

until we saw the playgrd

n we became like childish kids...

we 1st played the erm... circle circle thingy

n it was real fun

there were many things to play

the best one i think is the mini 'flying fox'

haha all of us were being thrown forward...

eh difficult to describe in words..

we played til abt 3am then headed back to our room

the girls bathed 1st then the guys

i bathed wit cold water!

cuz i forgot to on the heater switch outside

haha lol... dun laugh!

then we continued wit our card games...

this was when shannon won me again in the speed/stress game

after the game, we played the 'name' game

n the dunno wad game haha

then we played a game where

each of us say a word to continue or rather to compose a story

the story became v v weird haha

actually supposed to go watch sunrise at ard 6.30am

but we played til forgot the time

then we took a v short nap at 7.30am

n woke up at 8am for mac breakfast!

we were v tired n sleepy by then...

chris n me left at ard 11am

cuz i need to go home n get some rest

before rushing to sch for nra lesson

oh dragged myself there... =(

but the lesson was fun i like... =)

ok shall stop here... nth much le

oh 1 more thing, thinking is stil in progress...

but i guess i alrd got an ans...

confusion

2007-08-26T22:02:00.000-07:00

CONFUSION

have to make a decision

have to realli think abt it

im confused...

dun wanna regret after tat

dun wanna hurt anyone after tat

dun wanna....

dun wanna...

am i ready for another one?

am i realli for it?

am i...

am i not...

Is tis the beginning of our new journey?

or has our journey reached the destination?

or continuing wit our journey?

thinking in progress...

NRA simply rocks

2007-08-26T01:54:00.000-07:00

NRA simply rocks

yst went to watch rush hr 3.. super funny haha

nice show...

then went to meet other grp of frens at city hall

went to watch suntec dance com

NRA sent 4 grps n 2 solo (if im not wrong)

n all of them got in!

many nra members went to support

we were the largest supporters there haha

cheering n screaming were non stop

whenever nra grp is performing

they were super gd i tell u

n all the dances were all done by themselves!

the choreo, the costumes everyting

they were super DOPE!

super super super damn good!

durin the process of announcing the results for final

most of the screaming, clapping and shouting came from us

n it was non stop

y? because all the grps went in!

haha then we were v quiet after all our grps went in

im so proud of them

all the seniors r soooo good

mostly yr 3 n graduates

but there were a few from yr 2 who r really good!

we were really v v v happy for them

haha s if we were the participants

we saw

screaming,

shouting,

clapping,

hugging,

crying,

n jumping in delights...

the scene was simply so touching n full of happiness...

wonder if i wil b standing on the stage

competing wit othe grps

n sharing the joy

sooo... i cannot simply onli think, wish, hope, dream... but no action!

i nid to start working hard now!

train my fundamental n oso stamina

ripples, isolation, locking...

here i come!!!!!

not feeling v good

2007-08-23T03:02:00.000-07:00

NOT FEELING V GOOD

happiness

2007-08-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPINESS!

but not total happiness

total sadness

2007-08-21T03:18:00.000-07:00

TOTAL SADNESS

i feel good!

2007-08-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

I FEEL GOOD!

haiz... today started my revision onli at 3.30pm

im not lazy or sumting cuz....

went sch for BSTATS consultation

then supposed to reach hm by 2.30

but.... it goes like tis...

i took 78 back hm

a small boy sat infront of me n he felt asleep

he slept for v long

I had a strong feeling he is staying ard teban

when i was abt to alight, i purposely knocked his seat to wake him up

cuz if not he wil go all the way to JE

then he seemed lost...

so i approached him n ask if he nids help

in the end i sent the little boy home

he live at block 63

quite far from my bustop

but no choice haha he so young

when he left, he said, "thank u jie jie!"

Ow... so sweet... haha...

BULLSHIT!

2007-08-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

BULLSHIT!

pls... dun ever come n tell me abt love at 1st sight...

to me i dun believe in tis...

i believe tat love wil onli develop

thru deeper understanding n time...

1st sight wil prolly b a crush rather than infactuation...

many factors can make the initial feeling shaky...

pls... we noe nuts abt each other...

so dun tell me all these..

juz now went back KRSS for floorball...

so shuang! so long din touch floorball stick le

stil rmb the times when we always stayed back after sch to play...

cool! now muz start mugging again... =(

KENT RIDGEANS

2007-08-13T06:54:00.000-07:00

KENT RIDGENS

today after muggin for the afternoon

nearly starve to death! (haha exaggerated)

so went JE to makan...

then saw a few kent ridgeans with their shirts tucked out...

at tat moment i felt sooo....

eh i dunno how to express myself in words

now i understand how Mr Koh feel haha...

i mean... really unglam to c our uniform been worn tis way

somemore a grp of guys with shirts all tucked out...

our uniform is not meant to b tucked out

n not v nice leh... cool meh???

thou i oso tucked out my blouse last time

but i tucked in infront then left behind untucked...

haha thou oso din tuck in fully s wad our sch rule stated

but hor looks better leh...

tucked out completely not nice leh...

haha ok lah tats it for tis post haha

crapped so much abt tis issue of tucking in shirt

Sick...

2007-08-03T22:10:00.001-07:00

SICK...

Had a super bad sore throat today...

had to drag myself down to my cousin's hse for tuition...

he did not do the hw tat i have assigned him last week...

haiz... but i dun wish to speak much so din bother to ask him y...

im tutorin him A maths n E maths

which need alot of explaination...

lol v xing ku sia...

after tuition, my gu gu (his mum) wants me to stay at their hse cuz im really feelin sick

somemore no one is at hm...

lol y recently so many ppl fall sick?

haiz... she let me slp for a while

luckily i brought my lappy along

can study at their hse while waiting for my mummy to fetch me...

ok nth much for today...

whossh!

2007-07-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

WHOSSH!

feeling better now

juz had a truthful talk wit her

guess everyting is fine now?

i hope so...............

STOP STOP STOP

2007-07-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

STOP!
STOP! STOP! STOP!
PLEASE STOP ALL THESE UNPLEASANT ROWS CAN?!?!?!
im sick n tired of it
feel like s if im stil studying in primary sch
who is wrong?
if its us, im sure we r willing to change
but pls do tell us where we r wrong at!
meanwhile pls do listen to wad we have to say s well
well it muz b a mutual thing to solve any prob rite
i reali wanna solve this prob asap
dun wanna drag it anymore
its v xing ku for all of us
dunno how to face each other
like avoiding each other for no reason
cant we b like last time?
how did all these things come abt?!?!?!
r u sure we r gg to b in this situation forever?
HELP!!!!! my gosh!
since when i nid to trouble for this kind of thing
can we solve this prob tgt?
NO MORE THESE THINGS PLS!!!!!

happy memories

2007-07-30T05:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MEMORIES

fri n sat went out wit eh my fren...

enjoyed myself...

shal toke more abt sat

sat got this retro party

had to dress up in retro dress n retro accessories

but decided to remove all accessories durin the mat journey

cuz its like so pai seh?!?!?! haha

super retro lah

then when i reached the place

i felt more comfortable

cuz many of the ladies there were v retro too

some v exaggerating

oh ya i was lucky to b the winner of the lucky draw thingy

haha

cool man! din expect myself to b tat lucky

watched fireworks from the building there

it was beautiful

thou i have watched many times recently

but the fireworks r always diff

after tat we walked to esplanade again!

haha but cant go to the roof

ok nth much basically to sum it all up

i enjoyed myself!

Jap exam

2007-07-27T00:05:00.000-07:00

Jap Exam

Yst had my jap exam...

had reading and writing part

i totally forgot abt it!

then haiz... the reading part was stil alrite cuz got some impression of it

but the writing part haha

i forgot how to rite the 2 most impt characters

which are 'san' and 'wa'

these 2 characters appeared many times when im riting the letter

then i wrote kartagana (supposed to rite hiragana)

my sensei sure v happy cuz i know how to rite her name hiroko in jap

but i dunno how to rite my own full name in kartagana..

haha i predicted tat i wil meet my sensei again next week for retest...

After Jap, sam n i went to meet xiang tian n richie for dinner...

they waited for us for like 3 hrs lo haha thanks man

then went to eat the Johnson 'cheken'

when our drinks came... HAHA

i accidentally knocked over my full glass of green tea

AND.... my clothes were all wet!

the glass became empty now

then the rest laughed like hell...

haha damn funny

another funny thingy is when we were walking back

then there was tis guy who has tatoo on his arm,

kept scolding vulgarities so loudly as he walk

we tot he was using a headphone

but he wasn't! nobody was ard him

then its like he talking to himself

then richie n xiang tian said now high tech

bluetooth or infa red conversation.

haha all of us laughed like hell man...

damn funny....

donut factory

2007-07-25T01:45:00.000-07:00

DONUT FACTORY!

finished sch at 3pm...

need to kill time til 7.45pm for my NRA training...

so went city hall with Sam n li qin

then met up wit Peter, Mia, Ricky n Xiang Tian

Went to Q for donuts

we sort of lao jiao for donuts le

haha this is my 1st time buying onli 2 donuts for 2 hrs!

my gosh! haha cuz i dun wish to carry a big box of donuts

back to sch then back home again

sure confirm wil become KNS

so all of us bought a box of 12 donuts and share

we v poor thingy sia

we wanted to sit at a corner in the shopping centre

but got chased by the security

so we went out n sit in a 'hole'

haha then we started eating

oh man we eat like babies

the choc all dripped all over the place, our shirts, our pants, our face, our hands!

haha then i think im the worst one

both hands full of choc

oh ya all of us sms to stand a chance to win instant cash

somemore the sms to tis particular no is free

so all of us started msging

n guess wad?

Xiang tian won himself $12! n i won $2

then the rest no luck

haha think is xiang tian's hp go luck

cuz i used his hp to msg one

cuz i msg is 5 mins per msg

N73 is damn laggy!!!!!

along the way back sch we gossip alot

n i bcame emo for a long time when i discovered sumting durin the gossip...

damn sad i din expect 'this person' to b thinking tis way..

this is definitely not the case!!!!

so stop thinking too much n make situation worst!

nth much to blog le... shall stop here

Fun on foot day

2007-07-22T02:20:00.000-07:00

FUN ON FOOT DAY

woke up 5am yst..

the day b4 slept at 1am...

haha anyway yst muz reach raffles at 6.15am for fun on foot event

i was the stamp master for the 1st part

then changed to game master for the 2nd part

it was quite borin to wait for grps to arrive

so we played with the stamp

we aimed each other's neck

haha s if its love bite

omg all of us r so lovable

haha got so many on neck

i got the most...

thanks to jia shan

all did by him

tot we were v bad le

but realised its not when we saw Jo

his left ear was full of red ink!

some guys have red marks on stomach area too...

after the event, we walked to marina for entertainment

then went to watch NDP rehearsal

cool we got a v nice view from where we were

the aircraft performances were cool

n not forgeting the fireworks

i simply juz enjoy watching fireworks...

actually v shagged afer a long day

but after watching it, im like so high

wanted to go eat dinner

cuz i was damn hungry

but everyone was like heading home

then i was so sian lah tot of gg home wit empty stomach

luckily managed to meet sylvester for dinner...

thanks for yr acc man!

ok tats it for today...

TEST PAPER!

2007-07-15T19:06:00.000-07:00

BSTATS TEST PAPER

I am VERY VERY sad now!

Mr Jonas bluffed me! he said qn 3 for BSTATS is poisson!

He told me so confidently!

I was so happy!

BUT!!!!!

when paper was returned to us.............

Its binomial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I lost like 30 marks for tat qn!

cuz one qn 3 parts n

1 part is 10 marks!

Im angry n dissatisfied!

I redo the qn n got the ans correct!

i got all other qns rite except this qn!

Im FED UP with myself!

then he wrote on my test paper

'I expected u to get full marks'

grand hip hop competition

2007-07-14T01:00:00.000-07:00

GRAND HIP HOP COMPETITION

had audition for the grand hip hop competition on 20th july.

recieved an confirmation email from the radio heat wave (organizer)

so happy! now we have to work more closely 2gether..

oh ya my grp members r

kai yan, denyse, farah,

kok sheng, shawn, summer n andrew

we can do it!

n gd luck to ben say's grp

let's juz have fun

i wan my cca pts

u guys wan phone

haha cool!

we can do it!

ganbette!

anyone wants to go watch?

its on 20th July, 12pm to 2pm

for more info, log on to

www.radioheatwave.com

those who go may get attractive prizes like

a free motorolar phone worth $600!

WOOTS!!!!!

Damn Pissed

2007-07-12T01:33:00.000-07:00

I am damn pissed now...

I reali wan to knw who is the unknown person!

He/she is so RESPECTFUL and NICE

yr lovely comment is greatly appreciated!

btw, it is "many mistakes" not "alot of mistakes"

n to b even more accurate if u wan,

it is "a lot" not "alot"

2 separate words not 1.

so pls work on yr eng s well...

pull up yr socks in tis area b4 commenting on others.

if not u wil juz make a fool of yrself!

i dislike ppl who use strong word like LOSER!

tats it! the end! wth!

intensive training

2007-07-06T22:20:00.000-07:00

INTENSIVE TRAINING

Whoosh! had an intensive training for outward bounder yst...

had long campus run,

many many push ups,

sit ups,

jumping jets,

n 2.4km run!

damn shagged after tat haha

went KAP for dinner...

then............... eh

took 154 then walked to pandan reservoir

has been living at my place for so many yrs

but tis was the 1st time tt i went up to the reservoir

v breezy

v peaceful

i like....

lol n saw cute turtles...

n many couples too haha

then slowly walked back

reached home ard 12am le

then my dad scolded me

for gg reservoir alone...

he said,

"next time if u wan to go reservoir at nite, go wit a guy if not v dangerous"

lol then i looked at him n he looked at me

then he rephrased his sentence,

"if not, ask me. Daddy acc u there."

haha damn funny

thanks for yr concern dad

but i wun go there anymore

unless there is a cup of tea instead of coffee...

common test results....

2007-07-04T23:58:00.000-07:00

COMMON TEST RESULTS

juz gotten back all my results

BSTATS: 45/50

CIP: 42/50

MIEC: 43/50

OB: 43/50

BCOMM: 14.5/20

whoosh! finally common tset is over

but exams r comin

stress... my class is made up many chiongsters

the rest r really smart

s in they look so slacked

but in fact they r serious when comes to work...

my frens often suddenly ask me some academic qns

n addin stress to me...

some ppl always play n seldome do revision

but can score v well...

but im not like them

i nid to study hard to score well

unlike them...

poly oso got stress lol

my birthday...

2007-06-30T08:04:00.000-07:00

MY BDAE.........

Haiz... dunno y juz dun have the mood for my bdae...

not looking forward to the day like wad i alwaes do

mayb cuz i got test on tat day

sumore is at 5pm

spoilt my entire day... =(

make ting even worst,

my bdae falls on monday

even if i go out at nite oso wun feel shuang

used to celebrate my bdae wit someone

but tis yr gonna b a poor loner

even me myself oso not looking forward...

tis yr's bdae shld b the 'most memorable' one... =(

deleting the unpleasant memories

2007-06-30T07:53:00.000-07:00

DELETING THE UNPLEASANT MEMORIES
dun think we wil ever meet again...
it had been hard for me after tat s well..
i was confused n uncertained when making the decision
but since i had made it
let it b then...
but im happy to announce here tat
finally im able to sort of forget u
so....
im deleting yr name permanently from my memories..
dun wish to ponder over unpleasant things...
i nid to tell myself
tat i nid to learn from it
n b mature enuff to think more in dept
when makin any decision
whether or not to start or end...
i do feel the loneliness at times
esp when im at Vivocity...
well... its part n parcel of live...
sumtimes its really kinda hard to pretend nth happen
n behave the usual cheerful n happy-go-lucky me
in front of my frens
so tis is the onli place for me
after i reach home
to puke everyting out from my heart
realli felt better after i had expressed it out

world economic forum

2007-06-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

WORLD ECONOMIC FORUM

worked 3 n a half day at world economic forum

our bosses r all ang mohs

haha they r cool

but got to b realli attentive when conversing

haha they speak realli fast n SOFT

have to catch fast..

my job is all abt this new communicating device

named 'spot me'

im supposed to issue the device to every participant

n teach them the functions

learnt alot from tis work experience

fun n memorable one

the food at Shangri-la hotel was nice...

yummie!!!!!!!!

always looking forward to lunch time

so tats a brief intro to my job...

the pay was good

but shall not mention to much abt this job

cuz s infered from the name 'world economic forum'

its a very formal n serious thingy

so betta not say too much

cuz i dunno wad i can say n not to say

aniwae after the last day of work

all of us went to pub

v super fun AT FIRST

haha cuz at first can chill ard wit drinks

but no dancing floor

sian...

i drank quite alot...

liqin oso haha she n zhong shun the face v red haha

then pauline vomitted after drinking

a glass of cranberry voka...

i felt so helpless when she puke

i onli can provide her wit plastic bag

poor her...

then.... next morning got sch

i was late for 45 mins =)

i cab down le but stil late...

steamboat at marina bay

2007-06-20T23:39:00.000-07:00

STEAMBOAT AT MARINA BAY

Cool! went marina bay for steamboat with

liqin, run jie, shannon, chee cheng, li ming, dion, sujesh, Zhong Shun, Crystal

met at marina bay at 6.30 but i was late for 10 mins

then waited for bus but the bus was too crowded

so we decided to walk...

walk n walk n walk like endless walking

so decided to flag for taxi

guess wad...

our taxi had 7 ppl including the driver!

WOW!

finally we arrived...

haiz... i v lazy to elaborate

but was v v v fun

i ate many prawns cuz shannon volunteered to peel

cool!

can view the class's blog for photos

http://www.filledwithlotsoflaughter.blogspot.com/

NRA camp!

2007-06-17T22:17:00.001-07:00

NRA CAMP! The DUBE CAMP

WOW! The NRA (hip hop) camp was so fun!

everything went smoothly n we were really bonded

enjoyed the dance workshop and the bonding day

all he meals were great

had chicken rice, mixed rice, nasi lemak half boiled n full boiled eggs...

on the 1st day, we had this make up session by Victoria's aunty

she is professional make up artist

learnt alot frm it

ice breaker games were exciting! haha

we watched a movie titled duno wad exorcist juz before our night walk...

the movie was borin at 1st but was quite interesting at the back..

the night walk!

partnered wit Nian shun..

the walk was damn funny to us lol

there were a few ghosts walking towards us

then i said

'they guys or gurls ah? if gurls u go rape if guys leave them to me'

haha then they suddenly ran off..

then when we walked towards the edge

they suddenly popped up again n said

'cum lah fight lah!'

haha! v funny...

2nd night we had tis bondin nite

where we bond n showcase our talents

many ppl r talented

the professional yoyo player,

tongue can make into flower n the tip of it can flip like a snake,

eyebrow can do wave,

flexible legs n fingers,

singing,

walking wit only butt,

elbow tat is able to bend more than a straight line,

beat box,

Bboying,

eat chicken wing in a special way:

remove the bones before eating

then few freshies were chosen to come out for a free style

then i was unluckily chosen..

then david's performance was the best n the highlight

all of us were so high

he imitated singers like Jay, Ah Du, Aron

super damn funny

n he did those sexy moves

OMG! all of us were so high n crazy over it.

Guang guang showcased his karate move

he kicked a thick cucumber

then it broke into many small pieces

n the seniors have to clean the whole place

haha but the funny part is

Alex who does not knw karate

oso manage to break it

n not wit leg but wit jux head

then all of us laughed like hell

oh ya we had donuts for super!

the donuts were delicious

its was like the donuts from the famous donut factory

many flavours

many ppl fought for double choc

had 2 donuts each

the last day is showcase day

where we performance 1min n 30 sec dance to our instructor, Ann

cool man! then all of us have to make up includin the guys

n style or hair

i helped some of the gurls n the guys to do make up

then chin sian help some of us do hair

most of us used the gatsby rubber wax

oh ya all of us were crazy over the gatsby rubber wax haha

the guys like to act out the advertisement

nw i knw y muz we bring unwanted clothes

we wil randomly get other ppl's unwanted clothes n used it s our costum

cut n sew wadever...

some cut alot of holes n like left onli a small piece of cloth

for me, mine is simple..

transform a normal tshirt to a sleeveless jacket

n i got the best costum award lol!

not onli me lah haha got 8 selcted by Ann

n got 2 selected for the best make up

we then end our camp wit photo takin...

unforgettable camp!

Cool Man!

the exciting day at escape theme park

2007-06-14T07:46:00.000-07:00

EXCITING DAY AT ESCAPE THEME PARK

Cool! Juz nw went escape with Jia shan, Stanson, Deng Yao, gerald n Joseph

supposed to meet at 9am at pasir ris but scared cannot wake up

so i told jia shan to change to 10am

then change again to 11am

lol i reached there on time but c no one

jia shan stil at bedok waiting for the others

so i went to white sand walk walk

so pai seh lah, all the shops not yet open..

sumore i walk alone...

finally they arrived...

the guys kept teasing gerald for holding on a bag of pudding

hey guys dun b mean... the pudding is frm his gf... how sweet!

but den the deng yao ate like half of it LOL!

finally we reached escape

1st we went to try out the haunted hse

OH MAN! total disappointment!

not scary at all juz dark...

then the person who was trying to scare us was shocked by me

LOL cuz i was the 1st person n i stared at him

haha oh ya! i was the 1st person leading the other "gentlemen" thruout the haunted hse...

how nice the guys!

then went to take the spinning tea cup ride

jia shan started the stupid idea of splitting to the other guys at the spinning cup

wth! then the others started splitting back

then jia shan told me i ganna! WTH!

so disgusting dunno if its true lah

next is the pirate ship..

The feeling was great.. v high! haha

but stanson didnt like it

he complained alot sia

haha shld c his face when we were abt to take any exciting ride

damn funny

chill man!

the rainbow, inverted, alpha 8 n the pepsi were unavailable! haiz...

tat were the highlights man..

i v sad n emo sob sob...

we played all rides include the mini rollar coastor for kids

haha eh its ok lah but my back hurts cuz v super bumpy

then comes the wet n wild

at 1st sat wit jia shan n i was infront

when comes to 2nd round

deng yao n jia shan fought over me sia...
haha dun misunderstand....
cuz deng yao wanted to sit infront
n i wanted to try behind but jia shan purposely dun let him have the front sit

haha so funny sia... in the end deny yao was forced to sit behind...

after the wet game we dried ourselves by taking the 'superman' ride for kids

v cooling haha

next the gold card ride

haha Q vvv long

the ride is memorable man

got 3 lapses

1st lapse i got clashed! haha damn pai seh sia!

but after tat v fun

but tis showed tat i got no riding sense...

the most fun one shld b the water bumper car where we can shoot water

special thanks to DENG YAO n the service man there...

i got totally wet bcuz of them...

the day was fun... nw i know th guys r so gay...

esp DENY YAO n JIA SHAN the scandals haha

bbq a bukit panjang

2007-06-08T21:41:00.000-07:00

BBQ AT FAJAR

yst went to bbq at bukit panjang the fajar there...

tired... reached hm abt 12am

there were liqin, pauline, lester, RJ, MJ, kerwin, Zhong shun,

tall dog, short dog, ben, Shu Wei, Ricky, You Dian, Steward n some other guys i dunno..

duno y the gurls always fated to do the fanning n the cooking...

haha but along the way ben n MJ helped quite alot too...

then came a golden retriever...

MJ said the dog is small

lol then i replied tat the dog is obviously small s compared to u!

li qin kept laughing... haha

thruout the bbq, the stupid short dog kept irritate me...

kept emphasizing on the ht..

pls lah s compared to the guys u r short lo..

where got guys compare ht wit gurls de

another small boy i wanna mention is

SHU WEI!

*salute!*

he ah... thruout the whole bbq u can c him munching quietly at 1 corner

every nw n then come n ask liqin for food...

he ate alot sia...

it was really non stop eating lol

the food haven ready yet he was the 1st to stand by...

u noe how he heat the masmallow?

he simply juz throw the masmallow onto the gauze!

then the gauze got his melted masmallow

Liqin was quite fed up wit him..

haha chill man

he's only sec 2

The guys wanted to play bball but no court available

so played frisbee instead..

but..........

the frisbee fly into the big drain..

lol... it was so dark

then ben jumped into the drain..

cool! the drain was quite deep

but stil could find the frisbee..

then the problem is how to get ben up

haha then we found a cover

n discovered it leads to the drain

but no ladder juz a deep hole

then we pulled ben up from it

we were all worried tat he might b the next victim

like the girl who died in the big flooding drain...

最后我们分开了, 不再是朋友

2007-06-05T03:12:00.000-07:00

最后我们分开了, 不再是朋友

This is how i feel nw...........

最后我们分开了

不再是朋友

但做回朋友的情人想摆脱关系不太容易

寂寞变成了习

惯习惯靠着孤单

想念该遗忘

不该在身旁陪着我的每个夜晚
我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸

寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里

在混乱中翻箱倒柜寻找记忆

有一种爱的曾经住在我心里

陪伴我熬过多少的无声哭泣

不懂爱情

我的心如此无力

很疲倦

2007-06-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

很疲倦

' guess u r once again a happy gal, maybe u have nv feel sad. '

yes im always a happy gurl
but i wil stil feel sad n lonely..
i know i dun have to rights to say such tings
cuz im the one who created all these unpleasant things...
i feel guilty..
im not heartless.......

i take time to recover from my 'emoness' s well...

i dun dare n have no courage to contact u again...

i dun wish to lose u s my fren now

but guess i nid to give u time to settle down yr feelings

n not to disturb u anymore

im a bad girl..

not suitable to get into any relationship

im always the one hurtin the opp party

i feel bad

i hope i wun hurt anyone again...

so i wun jump into any relationship so easily

so s to not hurt anyone...

im tired..............................................

realli tired...

when wil my true love comes?

the ever lasting relationship with loads of ups n no downs

the relationship tat i wil realli treasure

n wun hurt him

n wil not get hurt s well

but im not desperate for it

like i said

im tired

let me go on wit my life 2gether wit my supportive frens

others......

lets juz wait.....................................................................

painful eye... =(

2007-06-03T09:16:00.001-07:00

PAINFUL EYE

juz visited doc...

had tis painful n ichy left eye..

haiz.. my mum was worried tat i wld get eye infection n couldnt sit for my papers...

but i was more worried i couldnt go for my NRA camp haha...

so for the sake of the camp, i went to c a doc...

had antibiotics n eye drops...

feeling betta nw... haiz...

tmr is MIEC test the v confusing module..

supposed to teach Jia shan..

keke but he din make appt wit me

haha not my fault worhz...

anyway good luck for tmr's test

test!

2007-06-02T00:16:00.000-07:00

Dun worry my frens..

im fine... not emo anymore realli...

so no nid to worry...

haha cuz many of u tag askin me to cheer up... thanks anyway...

Btw, juz had my CIP test juz now... cool...

the paper i would say stil managable...but the MCQ was not easy!

was trying my luck...

may God bless me man!

next paper coming up is MIEC... sian....

2007-05-23T19:06:00.000-07:00

Yo!!!!! so touched... =)

my frens cared for me ask me wad happened to me..

esp shannon! lol cheered me up wit his super lame jokes

haha i oso have lol.. chee cheng oso got loads of them..

the 3 super lame kids.. im ok le..not emo anymore... =)

Jeremie! im not emo le... haha...
wanted to join floorball sch team

but the training lessons got clashed wit my nra and Jap lesson..

sob... nvm...

sad

2007-05-22T20:31:00.000-07:00

im sad! and feelin emo! help! =(

friendship vs relationship

2007-05-22T18:17:00.000-07:00

friendship vs relationship

u said
'frens r indeed impt, but they may not luv u s much s i luv u..'
this is my reply to u..
'yes, they may not luv me s much s u do

but frenship does give me one thing which relationship cant

n tat is freedom...

i can do wadever ting tat i wan

includin gg out wit my frens w/o thinking of neglecting u,

hanging out wit my guy frens w/o worrin jealousy wil arise...

u may view me s being selfish...

but haiz...

frenship is forever but relationship may not...
Yes, thou u did not stress on spending more time wit u

but i do feel guilty for neglectin u...

i feel bad..

its unfair to u..

sorry...'

emo kid

2007-05-20T06:32:00.000-07:00

EMO KID

my frens kept askin me

y am i so sad nowadays..

ps... sumtin unpleasant happened recently...

so feelin quite emo... s

umore my illness... hiaz..

but dun worry ppl

i wil return back to the old me v soon...

Study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-19T01:36:00.000-07:00

STUDY!!!!

Tired... juz had my badminton training..

so many ppl fight for 5 courts... wth...

the big grp was splited into 2 grps..

one having PT outdoor one having training indoor...

there was a school team selection on tat day..

wanted to try but nvm..

worried im unable to cope wit so many cca..

sumore school team has training twice a week...
supposed to study now

but dunno y ended up updating blog..

haiz... i really wan to study but... lol

sick =(

2007-05-15T17:47:00.000-07:00

Im freaking sick now..

juz reached hm..

the bus was crowded like a packed can sardine lol..

then i started coughing intensively non stop..

everyone was like looking at me s if i got lung cancer..

the woman infront of me like avoiding me..

so pai seh

cant stand it anymore so alighted the bus

and walked all the way back home instead..

along the way i continued coughin..

so intensively tat i had tears then......

i vomited!

lucky din eat anyting b4 tat..

vomited purely water only..

serve s fertiliser to the grass man.. lol
the sick me... sian...

becuz feeling sick so feeling emo oso..

thanks alot to all my frens n classmates

who showered me wit their words of concern..

Im touched..

Li qin even volunteered to bring me to c doc tmr after sch..

its ok guys i wun die lol..

wil b back to my usual me v soon

usual blurness

2007-05-14T19:14:00.000-07:00

oh man today i wasted 15 mins on waiting for bus..

the blur event goes like tis..

i went to the bus interchange to Q up for my bus which is 52..

bus 333 came

n one woman who was in the same Q s me boarded the bus..

She gave me the wierd look when she walked pass me..

Then i realise sumtin stupid..

I was in the wrong line!

so damn pai seh sia..

im sick! poor me...

got a v bad sore throat after my OB camp..

too enthu during camp le.. haha.. the camp was fun!

i was famous for being a "biscuit queen"

cuz most of the time i was holding on to the big tin of biscuit.

I rmb v clearly during the last day of my camp..

Y? cuz.. i was being sabo!

was carried by our senior n he put me in a dustbin!

luckily the bin was a clean one..

then had group photo in this ugly manner..

had this ten consecutive photo shots..

wa laos.. my leg v pain sia..

lucky im not the only one being sabo into dustbin..

a handful of the leaders got sabo by us too

but the sad ting is i was in the bin for the longest time!

so pai seh..

oh ya the last day got water games too..

special thanks to KK n Jia Shan for bursting the water bombs on me..

totally wet..

aniwae the camp was fun..

newbie!

2007-05-14T05:46:00.001-07:00

bored.. rotting at home..

so created a blog..

let me start of wit our class..

our class is cool man..

damn united except for a few weaks always pang seh lol..

wil always rmb the laughing sessions,

Q for donuts,

hop nite etc..

oh ya hop nite.. juz had hop night on the last fri..

cool man!

it was all abt eating, taking photos,

dancing non stop til late midnite..

n games.. oh man toke abt games..

was being sabo by my class to b

voted s the hottest babe.. wad the hell!!!

lol... damn embarrasing..

but got 2 soft toys s a price.. they were cute!

haha.. stil rmb we were all crazy over cheng..

went to the front of the stage to worship him lol..

im supposed to meet kong in convention centre at 1am

but couldnt contact him b4 tat..

made him search the whole convention centre for me..

pai seh sia..

aniwae hop nite was fun!